Monica Foster also known as Alexandra Mayers, the porn and XXX web cam failure once fell in love with porn camera man Matthew Paul Holder and thought they had a future together. When Matt decided that he didn’t want the baggage and stigma that comes with a black wife or girlfriend, he dumped her. She pulled an Alex Forrest/Fatal Attraction and slit her wrists. As she lay there bleeding to death, expecting Matty to pull a Dan Gallagher and save her, she was shocked when he walked out and left her to die.
You (& you know who you are) broke my heart. My SOUL and SPIRIT attached HEART – which is WHY I won’t come back to you. I DID LOVE you.Alexandra Mayers
I was the difficult path – you chose the easy path. You left me for dead. I almost died. Today, I don’t hate you – I just pity your child.Alexandra Mayers
To the person I’m talking to in these tweets – now you know how I’ve felt for the past 7 years. You’re a Dad now so suicide isn’t an option.
See Holder wasn’t putting up with her pity party and wouldn’t hold himself responsible for the actions of a mentally ill woman. This is what more people need to do. She will never kill herself because she is afraid of not existing and not being able to cause shit in the world. So just let her threaten suicide, harm herself, smoke, drink, do drugs, neglect her HPV, which will eventually lead to